dirty shoes, adult teeth, and giving up

Have had lots on my mind lately, some good stuff, some not so good stuff, but still feeling encouraged to know that God is good, no matter what.

Son:

Is doing much better, thanks to those of you who lifted him up in your prayers, what a blessing. He's back to his normal self, getting into everything, making messes everywhere he goes, playing with dirty shoes and so-on. His form of play is so pointless, and it's funny to watch him go from thing to thing with no rhyme or reason.

Little Girl:

Is doing awesome in school. Her reading is getting better and better everyday, and it's so cool to watch and help her learn and grow. She lost her very first tooth! and is very excited to see a big-person tooth already coming through! She says that everything she does now will be that much better, because now ladies and gentlemen....she's an adult.

I love her to death and have been blessed to keep my eyes focused on God's vision and purpose for her life and ministry.

Hubby:

The most amazing man I've ever known, am so priveledged to be his one and only. He recently moved offices and is now in a bigger one with more windows, yay for shopping for new office pictures and decor. Walking along side him in this growing process of being life group leaders has been amazing, and I'm excited to see all that God has in store for our marriage as He builds our love and unity.

Me:

Some say it's rules and regulations,

and trying to always be right

no room for mistakes, in the choices we make

only the strong survive.

But it's not about perfect performance

or resolution of will.

It's all about surrender

giving up.....being still

It's only for the weak, for the faint of heart

those driven to their knees, those who live with scars

there's power from beyond, we're certain where it's from

and that's our source of strength.

Before we follow Christ, we need to be advised

it's only for the weak.

He welcomes the worn and weary

All who are wounded by sin

And just as we are, we can fall in His arms

Rest and find shelter in Him

Seems like each day is a battle

With burdens and struggles to face

Only in our losing

Do we really see how much we've gained

-Avalon-

Feeling very weak, and desiring so much to give up my control. With so many things spinning outside of my control, I know I need to choose to rely on Him. Some days I'm pumped with faith, others, completely on my face in discouragement. I thank God for His patience with me.

My Mom:

Please continue to pray for her as the spirit leads you.

Her health is still very poor and her heart still weak.