I AM SAM

I AM: so sick and tired of being sick and tired. On top of this stupid bum cold that I can't seem to shake, I woke up in the middle of the night last night to a bladder infection.


I THINK: my cousin coming to the Lord and getting clean from crack cocaine is the coolest thing ever!


I KNOW: all the words from start to finish including the songs to the movie 'Adventures in Babysitting', yes, ALL the words.


I WANT: to stop wanting to start being.


I HAVE: a new love seat! and our couch will be here in a few weeks!


I WISH: some things could be different.


I HATE: laundry, spiders, being sick, and leaving things will the last minute.


I MISS: running, excersizing, feeling fit and healthy instead of a great big ball of germs.


I FEAR: my kids will fall and get hurt real bad.


I WONDER: when I'll actually write a post with some meat in it.



I FEEL: like I'm going to get my " . " soon, I've been a little grump the last couple of days.


I HEAR: my dishwasher, my daughter's Barbie movie, and birds from outside.


I SMELL: nothing, I'm sick.


I REGRET: a lot of things, and still need to forgive myself for some of them.


I AM NOT: as organized, commited and disciplined as I'd like to be.


I DANCE: all the time, and love it.



I SING: all the time, and love it.


I CRY: all the time, and yep, I love it. It's a release for me, I cry almost everyday.


I DON'T ALWAYS: brush my teeth. Gasp! Good thing my breath can't be smelled through your computer monitor!


I MAKE: fun of really serious people, and people who can't laugh at themselves. If I don't laugh at them who will?



I LOSE: my train of thought when I'm talking and doing two things at once.



I WIN: when I don't let my anger get the best of me.



I NEVER: in my wildest dreams would've thought God would've transformed my cousin into the broken, on fire man after God I saw today. My child, why do you doubt?



I ALWAYS: get sidetracked in big stores and malls. It doesn't seem to matter how much I set it in my head that I'm running in and running out, something always calls my name. Niiiiiiiin........Niiiiiiiiiiiin. Yes flip flops?


I NEED: new runners, HARDCORE. The ones I'm using were hand-me downs, so not only did they go through a user before me, but I've run them into the ground. I've heard that shin splints can come from worn out runners, and I hardcore have shin splints. Oh no you're not hardcore! Unless you live hardcore! And the legend, of the rent, was way hardcore!!!!


I SHOULD: really clean my room.... but it's just so much easier to close the door.


I START: things and make my husband finish them.


I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: at home, at church, at Walmart, at my sisters, at my moms, out for coffee, on msn, at my hubby's office, at one of my out-laws ( I mean inlaws), out for supper, out running, in my backyard, at Starbucks or Tim Hortons, at a mall, more specifically Stitches, Bluenotes or Urban Planet, at Superstore, at my daughter's school, at a library, at a gas station, at a work event for my hubby, at a fancy function with my father in law, at a park, at a pool, at a pool hall, at a garage sale, at the doctor or the dentist, at Old Navy, at a movie, or at Home Depot or some other boy place with my hubby.

In other news,

what my son did the other day.